It happened again.
never-ending pain exploding all the cells in my brain
I should soak them
as I choke emotions, a venom, a poison
heart should be spilled
as mine was
and I was provoked.
I nearly choked on my pain
again and again
waves of never ending pain…
They should be happy, right
and I…
I will just die alone
because I was always terrified to live,
that’s why.
Breaking the silence 